Friday, December 28, 2012

Busy Friday

Busy busy today at work.  Anyone else feel like every Friday, something just has to happen to leave you scrambling until the last minute?  Why is that???  Since I'm in benefits, I get to be the person who runs the deductions report every Friday (benefit deductions from your paycheck for your Medical, Dental, Vision, etc.).  Normally it's a few pages - 6 at the most.  Today it was 163 pages.  Because it's the end of the year, and with new rates and wellness scores for 2013, pretty much every Minnesota employee was on that report.  Sigh.  Needless to say, I had no time to blog.

I went to Jimmy John's quick to grab a #1 and headed straight back to my desk to work while I ate (I know, a big no no).


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Still no sign of Xtrain in the mail yet.  Though, I am in Minnesota, and they're shipping from the East coast.  So I'm hoping maybe I'll get it tomorrow or Monday.....is there mail Monday?  If not Monday, then Wednesday.  Trying to be patient!!!!

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Okay, I'm heading out to watch the boyfriend play volleyball.  If I don't post, have a good weekend!

Thursday, December 27, 2012

They Have Arrived

Just got the update on Facebook this morning that the Xtrain Series has arrived in Glassboro (Cathe's location)!!!!  Shipping starts today!   :D  


It's like Christmas morning all over again.  So looking forward to this....it'll be such a great start for the new year, and a great start for Operation: Butterfly / Operation: Red Bikini!

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With 2012 coming to an end, I'll be doing a couple posts with reflections of 2012, and looking forward to goals for 2013.  Those should come either this week (ha...it's already Thursday!) or next week.  There are some great things and not-so-great things about 2012, and I am really looking forward to 2013.

I believe in my heart that 2013 will be MY year.  It will also mark 10 YEARS since graduating high school.  WHAT?!?!?!  It seriously feels like just yesterday I was walking in the ceremony in the brand new gym.  Sigh.  I certainly miss high school.  To me, those were the best years of my life - not college, like so many people say.

I'm going to start working on those posts now, because I have absolutely no motivation to work right now.   :-/     But first....a quick stop in the kitchen to get some coffee, and something to eat.  I'm starving (haven't eaten breakfast yet - I need to go grocery shopping pronto).

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Back To Work

Back to work today.  Womp womp.  But I had an amazing Christmas weekend!!  So sad to see it end, but it was a great time.  I got lots of great stuff.  Pots/pans, casserole dishes, fancy dishes, leftover/lunch dishes, a lovely (WARM) throw, lots of money, and other odds and ends.

Oh.  And a camera!!  Woo-hoo!  I didn't have time to set it up last night (got home at about 8:00 and was just so exhausted - all I wanted to do was sit and watch TV).  But I will be setting it up soon, and will be posting TONS of pictures all the time!!   :D

And here is a picture from this morning that I took with my new phone....the Samsung Galaxy SIII (LOVE IT!!!!).


I have no idea why it's sideways....when I open it on my computer, it's the right way.  And I'm too lazy to figure it out.

Yes, I'm back in the 150s.  But I'm really not concerned about it.  I know I didn't gain 3 pounds...pretty sure it's from all the goodies loaded with salt that has me bloated right now.  But this was my starting weight for the Dietbet.  I'll need to get down to 146.4 to get my share of the pot.

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In other news, I pre-ordered this last week.....


Cathe's new and upcoming DVD series, Xtrain!!  I'm getting super-excited about it.  Just got an update this morning that they'll start shipping today or tomorrow!  This is all part of my Operation: Butterfly / Operation: Red Bikini plan.  I think there are 5 or 6 different rotations that Cathe includes in the compilation.  We'll see which one I do after I have more time to look at it.  I'm hoping I'll have mine by next week some time.

I love Cathe's workout DVD's.  I did a couple rotations in the past, and have had great results.  She's one heck of a trainer, and in my opinion, she's the best out there.  Certainly the home workout queen.  Head on over to her site to check it out.  She has TONS of DVD's, and they're pretty tough, which is what's so great about them.  When I get it in the mail, there'll be more details to follow.

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That's it for now.  Hope everyone had a GREAT weekend.  Looking forward to only having to work 3 days this week!

Friday, December 21, 2012

Confession Time

Today is confession time.  Please don't hate me, but I've never seen National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation.
Is it safe to come out now?

Yes, I seriously just said that.  Reading all these holiday linkups with everyone's favorite Christmas movies, this seems to be one that comes up the most.  I have no idea why I've never seen it - I just haven't.  Maybe I'll need to watch it this weekend.  Excellent excuse to pop in a movie.    :)

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We did go to the Holidazzle parade last night!!





Sorry the pictures suck.  I can't take "motion" pictures, and it was FREEZING, so I didn't want to keep my fingers out of my gloves for too long.  It was a fun thing to do.  A little short - we paid $5 for parking, and it was only about 20 minutes long - but still something different to do!

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I'm really hoping we get to leave work early today.  Normally we can leave early the day before a holiday, but we didn't the day before Thanksgiving.  Here's to hoping no one is feeling like a Scrooge today.

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If I don't blog before Christmas, hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday!!

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Odds and Ends

I am not in the mood to work today.  There are holiday celebrations galore, treats everywhere, and it seems we get a free lunch every day - whether it be leftovers from a lunch meeting, New Hire orientation leftovers, etc. etc. etc.  We're also getting our yearly holiday hams and turkeys (yes, BOTH) today.  I'm just so distracted and ready for this 4-day weekend.  And it's not even Friday yet!!  Too bad I have a demo meeting that's supposed to last FOUR HOURS tomorrow - the day when everyone was planning on leaving early.  WTF??  The guy who scheduled it apparently doesn't celebrate Christmas (I'm not being sarcastic).  What a Scrooge.

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I mentioned a couple weeks ago that we had been planning to go to the Holidazzle parade in Minneapolis, but those plans got a little ruined by my crabbiness, and my boyfriend's tiredness.  We're planning on trying to go tonight.  It's really cold, though, so we'll see.  I really want to go!!
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And so it begins.  This is the first page of my journal that I'm keeping.  I've got breakfast, snack, and lunch on there so far, with little summaries of how I was feeling.  This is a process, and I'm sure my "summaries" will evolve over time as I get the hang of this.

And on a related note?  I checked the nutrition info on the Jimmy John's site for their sandwiches (what I had for lunch) - they have a TON of sodium.  Wow.  Like more than 1,000 mg.  I think this could be a reason I was so high on a couple of my weigh-ins in the past - from having JJ's for lunch the day before.

It wasn't exactly the healthiest lunch, but I did have whole grain instead of the white bread.  I also skipped the cheese and added more veggies.  It was a good sandwich, but next time I'm going to stick with a splurge, because I prefer the French bread.    :)    BUT....there are healthier and cheaper options, like bringing my own lunch.  This certainly would be a bad habit to start, even with the healthier substitutions.  And BRING ON THE WATER!

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I'm sure a ton of you have heard of DietBet.


Well, I joined a bet!  It was a $25 bet, and the pot is currently at $1175!!  For those of you who suck at math, that means 47 people are currently in on the bet.  The bet starts right after Christmas - December 26 - and I'll be weighing in on Monday, the 24th.  If you have been living under a rock haven't heard of it, it's basically a site where you can join different groups.  Everyone bets the "bet amount."  It gets put in the pot, and if you lose 4% of your weight by the end of the 4 week challenge, you split the pot with any others who won!!  I'm really excited and hoping this will keep me even more accountable.  I really don't want to lose that $25 to some stranger I've never even met!!!!

This is the perfect way to kick off my Operation: Butterfly / Operation: Red Bikini!  2013 is looking like MY year!

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Operation: Butterfly Meets Operation: Red Bikini

I'm sure many of you know about Operation: Red Bikini that is going on over at Southern Girl Gets Fit.  I've decided to merge my challenge with hers, seeing as I just posted my goal dress and jeans a couple posts ago!  This way I have a little more motivation and a way to stay accountable.

I also mentioned when I first unveiled the new blog design/domain that this site would be more than just diet and exercise and losing weight.  It's all about finding myself, and learning to be comfortable in my own skin, rather than depending on what others think or feel.  I've decided to take a different approach to my weight loss that will coincide with finding myself, and just enjoying myself and my life!


Calorie counting.  It's not fun.  We all know how important it is and has been for many people during their weight loss journeys.  And it's been a great tool for me to figure out how much I'm eating, and to see what it feels like at different calorie levels.  But it sucks.  It's time-consuming, and it literally makes me think about food all day long.  I feel like food is controlling my life; my feelings.  Everything.  It's time to stop.  I'm going to work my way to a more intuitive eating approach.  And I'm taking small steps toward a clean eating lifestyle.

First step?  I've already got a good grasp on a healthy breakfast.  Now I'm going to take it a step further and clean up my snacks.  A healthy combination of protein/carbs would be a good start.  No more chips.  No more vending machines.  That will be my focus for 21 days (experts say it takes 21 days to create a new habit).  After the 21 days is up, I'll add a new habit.

Another thing I'll be working on for my first 21 days is to eliminate my distractions at lunch.  No more eating at my desk.  I'm going to go to the lunch room to eat.  There's no reason to eat at my desk.  I sit at a computer all day long.  Enough of that....take a break from the computer, Heather!!


Yep, I said I won't be counting calories.  I'll be taking a new approach.  I'm going to start focusing on my feelings surrounding my meals, and where I'm at on the hunger scale.  I'll keep a non-detailed (meaning I won't list out every single food item in a recipe - PB&J Sandwich is good enough) diary of what I eat.  Then I'll write a brief summary of how I feel after the meal.  I'll also keep track of how I feel whenever I get the urge to eat at non-meal times.  Want a candy bar?  Open my journal first and figure out what I'm really feeling - because it's probably not hunger.  

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Pamper myself!!  This is part of my Operation: Butterfly plan that does not include dieting/exercising.  This is about me and treating myself good.  Because I deserve it.  I don't have to wait until I'm xxx pounds to treat myself.  I will dedicate 20 minutes/day to pamper myself.  I'm going to write each of the following things on sheets of paper, shuffle them up, and each day I'll pick a piece of paper out of the jar....
  • Give myself a manicure
  • Give myself a pedicure
  • Give myself a facial
  • Read a magazine
  • Read a book
  • Do a short yoga workout off Netflix
  • Take a bath
  • Take a walk while listening to a podcast or talk radio
  • Movie night
  • Zumba game on XBox

All of these will be done with my phone OFF, the TV off (with the exception of the movie night, Zumba, and Yoga), relaxing music ON, candles ON, etc.  You'll get more details about these as I draw something each day.  

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Yes, I'll still be doing my weekly weigh-ins (on Mondays) and such, but I'm taking a completely different approach to this weight loss thing.  This is Operation: Butterfly - it's time to work on ME, from the inside out.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Making Myself Sick

I forgot to mention yesterday that I made myself sick on Sunday.  I tend to be really lazy on Sundays.  I woke up at around 11:30, browsed the internet/facebook on my phone for a bit, and then watched the Vikings game with the boyfriend.  Mind you, I still had not gotten out of bed (finally crawled out at around 2:30).  I finally decided to leave at half time, because I was starting to get a headache from laying around so much.

I was famished, so I decided to stop at DQ.  Yeah.  Good idea Heather.  I ordered the 4 piece chicken strip basket with a cherry coke.  Funny, they must have though that the 4 they gave me were too small, because there were 5 in my basket.  I told myself I wouldn't eat the whole basket.  Ha.  Bah hahaha.

I ate the whole basket.

But that still wasn't enough.  I felt so blah after eating that thing....I get the worst lethargic feeling in the world every time I eat a chicken strip basket.  You'd think I would learn, but no....they are just too damn good.

So I continued to eat.  Chips.  Peanut butter.  The shrimp alfredo I made for dinner (the boyfriend had to eat).  I don't even remember all the food I ate because it was so mindless.

Needless to say, 10:30 rolled around, and I was in pain.  My stomach hurt so bad.  I wanted to force myself to throw up.  It was terrible.  I had diarrhea.  I was awake, tossing and turning most of the night.  Ugh.

That chicken strip basket was not worth it.  I learned my lesson.